mood swing

腹泻 just now

30seconds routine training for freestyle hope it work out....maybe no time to train during August.
Freestyle for these few days have been so awesome, now i gonna train alone again

Laundry performance for free during Euro 2012 Final match, i hope i gonna have so much fun from it.

gonna list down the 30 seconds thingy soon.
gonna choose the right strategy....

went to office but end up doing nothing, gosh I start to slack again! damn...i hate it....was feeling sick after the pappa rich lunch with mum i guess my 4am/5am lifestyle kinda result in this.

If i could turn all my subconscious act into conscious act i could really achieve something, the problem is sometimes i didnt put in all my effort and instead i wasting time thinking about problem that i cant solve.

live your life.. shine baby

felt much better today, managed to get up 'early' in the morning and went to dad office to help. Learnt back the basics of paperwork in marine policy, managed to gel with aunties effectively, hopefully it all go smooth in the future.

atws are hard, i cant imagine how long ppl take to master some basic airmoves, they are really hard

I still havent fully recovered from the incident few days ago, i hope i can let her go but my heart aint gonna said yes. I got a very minimal chance now, should I wait? even if I stop waiting, i would not find another one.

Drinking, Smoking, Slacking are typical guys lifestyle. I still consider myself slacking now and I hope to minimize my slacking time. Peace!

Shitty day full of rejections

I was preparing to venture into my ideal and imaginary life, with her being a catalyst to my successful life.

I received two calls from suppliers, they both rejected me, i didn't know there will be another even huge blow coming towards me at late night, it was random and sudden, till i cant accept it at that time. It actually happened and it is indeed a very huge blow.

A lot of things happened, till it cant be recovered completely, I count myself as a lucky one, that i still manage to maintain contact with her. Yet, it still happen, shit happens. My effort was useless.

My bro taught me to be patient, there is still a minimal chance. I cant pretend that i lost hope, i will stay positive and keep it going, may the force be with me,

Freestyling soon, tmr will be a great day...ga yao cp.

wasted another day doing unproductive activities finished my blood omen 2 game today lol i wished she can talk to me 1st, therefore i choose to be silent today.