go club ytd with group of frens....witness best firework ever....not so crowded and the firework was like damm fucking near....the last few ones nearly hit all of us....i can see some greeting session and hugging session after that....everyone wishing everyone happy new year....such a satisfied way to celebrate the new year....leaving the stress of studying for exam aside ^^

I can sense alot of intentions inside the club....guys getting chicks, chicks hope to seek attentions from hot guys etc etc. It is funny as I m not even belong to that category, but it was fun being as a spectator and even i m tipsy....I am still able to witness all of these....new friends trying to hook up with each other......

nevertheless, i hope i can study for E and S today at least....didnt really sleep well these two days...dunno why....mentally tired but really cant fall asleep? stressful? lol i m always stressful when it comes to competition/exam....hahahaaa

To sum up all these, Happy new year to all of my fellow frens, family and i really hope to score in my exam and achieve my goals this year....maybe i will start gym-ing soon....maybe....

emotions let u down...concentration wun let u down....gotta stick to my life now....no point struggling alone just for the sake of waiting miracle....i have to put an end to all these nonsense....it really ruin my daily life....

action speaks louder than words. gotta really put in effort now....tmr going to library....start the war!!!

after exam...i got plenty more aims to achieve....

when i saw her, it reminds me a lot of things back when i was small....the feeling is unavoidable, the obsession is totally too much....i have been through so much....all ended up with zero outcome, my expectation is too much and the effort i put in is not enuf i guess....it is just plain dreaming.

I started to look into my past, what have i achieved? I spent most of my time doing unnecessary stuffs and acts, finding excuses for procrastination, and also for my promised. If i would take a step ahead or work harder, i would achieve more in life. Sometimes, I just tend to become lazy and stay at the same point, dreaming on wat could i possibly achieve and start to criticize other people, never discover that I was actually so hopeless.

studying articles was definitely hectic...i really struggle to understand some of the content, so many subjects need to read up on articles/journals, i really felt worried. now only 12 days left....do i still have time? lolz....felt boring and lazy as usual....not really motivated these days.

tmr is my dad birthday, and also the gathering of fellow football freestylers, of course i will celebrate with my dad lol

the football freestyling scene is hopeless....my pal told me that we will be travelling to europe to showcase football freestyle while waiting for our galfrens to do some shopping....hahaa looking forward to that moment, when we are all financially stable, maybe we will explain to our sons that, baba chase my dream b4...it just didnt work out in Malaysia.....nevertheless, it was a real memorable experience.

really looking forward to the end of exams.....now not really get used to studying life, coz chilling too much after assignments life...

just finish like 1 and 45 mins of freestyle football training....felt abit dizzy now lol...slept for 6 hours to resume back my sleeping time due to jet lag

supposedly i m able to master spin magics but it takes a lot of effort in my case...dunno why....saw ppl doing with ease but i cant get consistent in it...gotta try it again next training session....stuck with this move for such a long period....

able to do yoshhi combo(dunno how to name it) ady....jj move....now ready to take a bath and chill...then study for final....lol....FE and what? yar...AFR....yeah....

today is 23th....25th is coming soon...meeting her soon....duno wat will happen....just gotta be myself wahahahahhaa

rite now wat i wan is a disciplined life....i gotta quit all those bad habits and try to make myself always motivated for either freestyle or studying....been wasting too much time on unnecessary stuff....

i can see some improvement on atws, spin magic, uppers and knee stall....keep it up....dream high...no regrets....

PEACE

yeah assignments finally over.....getting back to freestyle these days...really have been concentrating on several tricks ytd....

time clock had already been terbalikan.....sleeping at around 4am these days...really bad...

not really having a bright future in freestyle.....where is the real freestyle??!!

Christmas coming soon....gonna plan well and perform well that day....wahahahha....she will be mine.....be brave!!

studying start soon....ciaoz!!