boring cny....tmr going for frens' house visitation....have no fucking clue how to go to their house...due to my damm low sense of fucking direction....my life is boring as fuck now.....

paranoid life....confusing life....

cant control my mind well....

no point of going after her....didnt know her well

i made quite a few absolutely pointless decisions in my life....when will i settle down and think properly?

freestyle? i cant really move on to the next level....airmove/block is harder than uppers in my opinion....my core muscles cant really handle all the movement well....my stamina as well....i cant believe i still havent master spin magic....being stuck for such a long time....i should have mastered it and move on to the next move(clipper, atw, etc.)

my egoism still exist, i still go very extreme at certain issue....i dun like fortune tellers and how ppl get fooled by them, to me being a free thinker is the best....I cant really argue much cause there is no right or wrong on that, my bro even gave me some advice....wat i know is human are ignorant because they cant control their mind well....my point of view is the view in terms of psychology and science, everything is proved by science, not bull shit like spirit-ism....maybe i was wrong....but i find it quite make sense....believe in urself, rather than finding ur 'god' when u feel guilty....i wun bother about this anymore, coz it is a social norm and everyone will just stick to their own belief or religion, i m happy to stay away from this, again maybe i was wrong....

CNY is finishing, tmr there is a party in my house, gonna be fun! frens are coming....dear frens who always tease me lol.....opera clubbing tmr, i love the music! it is like breaking free from the restricted world....i love the feeling....

when uni open, i might find myself hitting the gym soon....i really think that once i start to work, there is no turning back, no time either for freestyle or workout....gotta start searching for job now maybe.....PEACE OUT

not really excited about CNY...dunno why...maybe i m too old enough for that excitement....anyway...quite fed up with all those horoscope and Chinese zodiac sign total bull shit....all they say was some general cold reading information which could apply on everyone ignorant human beings....I was once a victim who believe in such a thing b4....but now i realized it was all plain joke....and money making industry perhaps...

somehow i felt like everyone was hiding themselves with mask...pretending all the way....i guess it was part of the social skills and lives....

next few days gonna be nice because i will get to see my friends soon....

smoking and drinking is out of my dictionary....they should leave my life sooner or later....i hate both of them....i dunno why there is a conformity of guys smoking together....

didnt freestyle today....i guess i was being myself the best when i was freestyling....the 'live in own world' of me still exist and i cant find any reason that why i shouldnt continue to do this....some say this is immature but i felt comfortable staying at my own path, doing wat i like, ignoring wat i ignore, future is still on my hand. Chinese have to work hard....thats all....maybe i will awake someday...but i am fairly satisfied with my state of mind now....maybe when i finally venture into future career in future, i will find myself for being such a dumb ass because i was like 'staying in own world'

the 5th day of CNY is a big day for me, really looking 4ward to it....too many friends to socialize.....will I perform freestyle? still dunno yet....i think the possibility of getting drunk that day is higher....

totally in love with freestyle football after watching this....damm it....handstand style and airmoves at the same time? mind-blowing video editing....i was like damm motivated after watching this then i went off to do some training.....even though i still cant get spin magics done with ease....i guess i will still need to work on it and find the key behind it....just spare out some time for freestyle the feeling was nice...and satisfied....i still didnt really lose my touch...i need flow in my moves....tmr maybe i will train whole combo...groundmoves to block tricks...i need to become more stable....before move on to sitdowns and airmove, clipper etcs....i wonder how long i need to master my current moves before i move on to the next stage?

Financial market is the next paper...so far i think i did quite well in the 1st 3 papers...at least i put in effort...it is damm tiring to did 3 papers in a row....need endurance and strong determination man....



this is no doubt the best freestyle video i ever seen....

did fairly well for 1st 3 papers...at least i put in some effort....hahaha


freestyle later? not sure

damm it no mood to study AGS....

freestyled today around 3 am hahaha....exam coming soon ganbatte!

wahahah not studying waiting for miracles.....WTF am i doing? i still can save this shit! 3,4,5,6,7,8!! E and S tmr and international finance tmr!!! FML!