Thursday, October 28, 2010

when i tried to arrange my drawer full with books or papers from last time, secondary schools....i found out actually i was once very noob and very unconfident....seems like everyone will get past this period....

one of my fren(from psychological school) ever told me....there are many mental stages in life....during when u were a baby....then a teenager...then an adult.....if u miss one of the stages...u will end up become deficit....like somehow lacking confidence on urself or end up become gay/lesbian lol....

i 1st realised my mistake as a ignorant teenager when i saw my young cousin act like one in front of me....i never really listen to my parents or what....during that rebellious period.....i guess children are really hard to teach....

i appreciate that freestyle football come to my life......it brings me many great moments.....of course....alot of depression as well......for me....every sucessfull freestylers put alot of hard work and gain through alot of experience on either their performance or training......spending with football for few hours everyday is better than wasting time on other unnecessary bad habits.....self dicipline comes here....just like other ordinary sports....u like it...u play it everyday....u improve everyday.....

year 2 is quite a nice year.....i felt nice staying with some best frens in tts4....we just had a cooking session ytd....and the dinner was awesome...thanks to daniel the great chef....

financial management lecturer sucks....really sucks....talk lame joke somemore....cannot tahan....i guess that one shud become 100% self study adi....whlist, another subject....BEB....damm good lecturer....i respect him very much...."so far the best lecturer".....frens were discussing bout that

recently i heard ppl talking bout scholarship....too bad....i spend too much time on playing...on soccer...last time....too bad...i dun have any remarkable scholarship...get 4As in spm only.....only sibling scholarship is applicable lol! anyway......i was too rebellious again...for not being hardworking during spm.....but always look to the future...year2 is a hard year for me i guess....and i have decided to study tmr since it is so late now ahahhaa.....act by ur responsibility....not by ur response....

I met a really good fren recently....she can really chat with anyone....except the ones that she dun like....she is a gal who always aim to be a 好人....i guess i never see anyone like this b4....she really did a good job on treating ppl nice.....

week 5.....way to go!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

the right decision....the right direction....yeahhh

Friday, October 15, 2010

muscle pain.....cant freestyle.....

Friday, October 8, 2010

matcha......bodybuilding and freestyle football??? which one to choose....i consider thoroughly and i found out some possible solutions.....pack up some little muscle 1st then freestyle at the same time...will it work?

i m a person who easily satisfied with praises or small outcome....and also easily defeated with small obstacles....i rmb during foundation time....i was having worries about my performance in futsal....it made me moody...i dunno y....a slight mistake in the field will make me sad....while a small awesome move will make my day.....

few years passed....now i know how to do more advanced tricks in freestyle...and i packed a little muscle mass....but not enuf....i cant really focus on only one of them....why cant i focus??? WHY??
work and travel trip gave me some real income....some nice experience....but my opportunity cost is still there....

now week 3 is coming....so fast...my housemates are still playing pc games lol....i guess i have to stop slacking and start studying soon! my contact lens are coming soon! soon i have no worries on freestyle anymore fuck the old brand of my lens...they irritate my eyes...

time really flies...i guess year2 is a short year also.....i wish to spare more time on meeting new frens....but i got something more important to do....which i hav to do it individually...training! i guess i always need to find new motivation....in order to continue proceed.....my two frens showed some good example...one ectormorph(skinny guy) which turned muscular...and another freestyler who had hardcore upper combos now.....i can only reach the level of one of them now.....

PEACE OUT..... I GOTTA REST NOW.......for the next training.......or for the next meal.....or workout....