fucking no mood....i was finding alot of excuses and reasons to why I stop getting performance and casting chance....i was having alot of up and down.....MONEY....is it really that important?

it makes ppl become evil-minded...and selfish....when interest become a job.....i cant have fun doing it...i guess i have to learn more

I was helping my dad in the office....to finish up some marine policy....damm it...made a small mistake today....

FUCK my tax return....290.83 usd! fuck.....i still didnt try to call the representative....gg

WFCC coming soon....how do i handle my emotion....how i handle those dissapointments....i have to figure out....chill and find the best way....i witness the best airmove in front of my eyes....is like telling me to stop freestyle now....i cant believe i was such weak in terms of freestyle level and EQ....

seriously, fuck it....I am fucked up now....