sore throat....being sick sucks...been sleeping too late lately... Somehow I dont like the party lifestyle, somehow i just need to conform... I will feel much more better if i could spend my time more on studying or freestyling, hopefully i can resume everything after monday. So exhausting these days....for sake of friends. acknowledge alot of new perceptions about relationship/love. Now i gotta remind myself not to fall into the same mistake again... Peace!

disgusted about the prospect of new relationship/love

Life is not only about that.

Hangover for the whole day, now feel much more better finally. but cant sleep also...tmr i gonna resume my freestyle training and meet up with friends again..no more class...ending uni life soon...so sad..

yeah...totally expected this....now we can only get extra money from one more show....future is bright, but with dark side of ppl....hell to the yeah man....we really get to know all those tricks behind the scene....

schedule is really tight for freestyle recently, got a strong urge to continue to improve now...been training on choreography recently for own campus and carlsberg routine instead of improving. didnt pull off my block combo in lp! what a waste....didnt meet my own expectation.

performance emphasize on choreography and storyline instead of moves, of course u need precise move for crowds, that what normal spectators demand....we do it too fast? LMAO...go fxxk urself...

I hope i can cope with all these busy commercials and shows...i really scared that i cant graduate soon....next week there will be more commercial coming ahead, i need to finish off my assignment! oh dear me!

expect to cramp my leg these three days....

I hope i can finish off tmr performance with perfection. time to earn some respect...gonna calm myself down....nottingham here i come!

few things to change/improve

1. dont be perasan so much

2. dont always announce/brag about/show off

3. gain more self-confidence (especially on stage)

4. gain more general knowledge

egoism strikes me again. dunno whether it is good anot, i guess it can really bring me some extra self confidence...

this week will be a memorable one...nvr thought i could appear in such a huge youtube ads before, transition moves finally pay off...haha

been focusing on ulti moves recently, become more like a battle type freestylers instead of an typical airmover beginner lol....

this week is challenging, two assignments to go and two performance to go....what a wonderful week for me...i will always rmb and appreciate what i have now before i venture into working life...one day, maybe i will work with my passion...who knows..it is possible after hearing wat my best fren said.

differentiate urself to earn respect, not by meeting other ppl expectation, live ur own life...be happy :)