refrained from mistake today, talked things out.

Finally, I have to let it go, mistakes are not to be repeated.
YES, I did it...YES YES YES...I am not wrong, I let go.

THings to do after letting go
1) accept the fact that i need to pay attention to work
2) freestyle tricks/transition GONNA master them
3) be myself.

Dunno why drinking is in line with social activities, I can only make few friends that share the same value with  me.

Life is about how u value them, not about how many friends u have made, it depends on quality not quantity, i am happy enough if i am mixing with the right group of frens.

Life is sadly about physiological egoism, thats the way i think, some friends are meant to help u in ur career, or really know what u wanna achieve in life, some friends might stay in ur way, or simply just wanna hang out for the sake of 'friends having fun together' type. I am tired of all this.

I am an extrovert in outer, but i hold my own value as an introvert. I already know what i wan in my life. and what brings me the most satisfaction.

I worried about my future in MSIG, i might be drinking a lot due to the social norm, i gonna stick to my own value no matter what. I HATE excessive drinking.

430am, i dissapointed some friends. But who cares. I move on. Night peeps.

the best way is the current way.

Puchong, Setapak and Bukit Tinggi, RM 450 for one day, 3 days will be RM 1350.
That means one person get RM 675, for 6 freaking sets. Aihz such a low rate. Damm, but look for long term yo. One set RM 112.5...lowest rate ever. promise to do 10mins...not possible, gonna speak more and do more interaction then....

even myself finding myself being weird. I couldnt stop behave like that. Why?!

I cant take care of others because i couldnt take care of myself...lolz...

Maybe i shud really change...for the sake of future

I hate myself sometimes because i cant focus on one single thing for a period of time, but i can actually do that only during freestyling.

I am still tired right now, body heat suddenly increase just now after non-air conditioned state.

anyone live life just for passion and not money? I still love money though. But I felt myself dun have the urge to really earn a lot of money, i felt like living a simple life with only my passion, i nid money for that. Or another way round, i can make money out of it. Continue work hard then.

I am exhausted, things happen for a reason, I gotta pull myself away from the trap, and start controlling myself, behaving myself and do things that i really wanted to do since last time. I like to daydream instead of executing things, thats a really bad side of me.

What's my life all about? I can do more meaningful thing, I dont have an aim now. what about my future career? what about my motivation?