when i saw her, it reminds me a lot of things back when i was small....the feeling is unavoidable, the obsession is totally too much....i have been through so much....all ended up with zero outcome, my expectation is too much and the effort i put in is not enuf i guess....it is just plain dreaming.

I started to look into my past, what have i achieved? I spent most of my time doing unnecessary stuffs and acts, finding excuses for procrastination, and also for my promised. If i would take a step ahead or work harder, i would achieve more in life. Sometimes, I just tend to become lazy and stay at the same point, dreaming on wat could i possibly achieve and start to criticize other people, never discover that I was actually so hopeless.

studying articles was definitely hectic...i really struggle to understand some of the content, so many subjects need to read up on articles/journals, i really felt worried. now only 12 days left....do i still have time? lolz....felt boring and lazy as usual....not really motivated these days.

tmr is my dad birthday, and also the gathering of fellow football freestylers, of course i will celebrate with my dad lol

the football freestyling scene is hopeless....my pal told me that we will be travelling to europe to showcase football freestyle while waiting for our galfrens to do some shopping....hahaa looking forward to that moment, when we are all financially stable, maybe we will explain to our sons that, baba chase my dream b4...it just didnt work out in Malaysia.....nevertheless, it was a real memorable experience.

really looking forward to the end of exams.....now not really get used to studying life, coz chilling too much after assignments life...