ppl are asking me why I dun eat more since i m so skinny.....i dun bother to answer them and i will just return them with a smile because i know get 'huge' is not solely by just eating more.....

for now.....my bulk up plan has come to a pause....because i have valid reasons for that....who say i dun wanna get bulk up and look nicer....just that now is not the right timing.....and i know all of the secrets of getting quality mass of muscle....not fats....so stop asking me to eat more.....

for now....i think i m doing well on my freestyle training and i really enjoy the improvement....i sweating everyday and my training session will end up with a huge smile on my face....because i know my effort is worth it....it is a good investment......rather than spending money on tons of food and fitness class.

action speak louder than words.....today i didnt practice, because i was concentrating on preparing my group's presentation which bring no marks....damm it....quite annoying.....

so, if u have a dream to pursue....go for it.......but if u have dreams to pursue...choose the best one and the most desired one......if u stick to what u do....if u focus enuf and determined enuf....u will suceed in ur field.....dun let ppl look down to u....if ppl gave bad comments, bounce back and do better...if ppl appreciate what u did, take it as a motivation and complements....and keep up what u do.....

this month was the 1st month i receive applauds from crowds when i freestyle near bandar utama there...and my fren and me play panna with them....i enjoyed that moment very much....and we did make some new friends there.....so i will blame myself if i stay on my current level rite now after few months....

there was a fren who came to our house few days ago and she spoke about insurance....and try to get some business....it make sense and i knew alot of new terminologies and how insurance work....my dad work as an insurance agent...and i just roughly know what type of policies only....now i know alot d.....but who knows i might not be doing insurance in future....

I need to spend my time wisely.....for entertainment i will try to minimise it....as long as i spend some time on my studying and freestyling practice....i will get satisfied and have a nice sleep everynight....it is like daily jobs.....and i dun wanna regret few years later.....and malaysia freestyle standard is really low.....and i dun hope those bad freestylers continue to impress crowds with their standard 1 tricks, they are not hard yet not nice to see.....and they all come with bad style.....

GOOD NIGHT FOLKS TIME TO SLEEP AND RECHARGE battery