here is some pictures of that day...we met abbas farid....one of the well known football freestyler....malaysia...1st time ever....

what a sad case i cant win the competition based on what i have practiced so far....it is a disgrace for me....i shud have tried harder in tricks.....ohhh shiT.......feel moody these days....those malays own me....at least my fren is specify in groundmove i dun even stand a chance to impress anyone at anytime.......BULLSHIT.....i hate myself.....i think i nid some time to recover from this slump.....i hate my own determination......i hate myself for being so forgetfull at times....i nearly lost my door keys.....and i need to use the backdoor to escape....and going to a place wher i have lost my passion and way of playing....futsal....awful....i cant play well in futsal....thats ok....but i cant stand out from those football freestylers.....work hard? mayb after the competition....dunno m i still going anot....now i m spending my time looking for some other stuff like breakdance....at least the tutorial guy cheer me up for some moment....i had dinner at delicious....ok la...at least my mood not so bad...i still can smile to my piano tuition teacher...and i finish my piano piece at last....but the outcome is still like my atw...not so smooth.....SHIT!

ppl say they are goin to study abit 1st....lol....i din even read my lecture notes....but i did check my timetable....and my frens and me are goin to solve the clashing business law and business econ tutorial time....haha....what a mistake....ther are some reason behind this but i cant unveil.....hehe.....

imagine when u obsess with something when the 1st time u saw it....u train it...and u got it....but once u take a big step forward by making it second nature....it takes a lot of practice....and it takes patience....juz like how u study....when u r aiming for As....u will reach a point when u become a hater and stop studying...it was way too bored.....actually other talents such as breakdancing, other dances and freestyling(all kinds of sports)....they require much more determination....it is a kinda mixture of having fun and putting effort.....and i respect those 'artist', some of them turn their interest into making business or went professional.....they are fulfilling their dream and earning money at the same time....wat a life.....RESPECT.....for those other ordinary ppl....they suceeded also....due to their strong will as well......RESPECT also......

FAM.....now need to settle group of business econ 1st.....a fatty is annoying me....my frens rmb his phrase "have a blast" when he was told to join in the meeting......WTF? have a blast....LMAO....now he is in my group mayb....holy shit......wat a big blow.....my english also not that good ler...sei jor.....