It is saddening to view myself as a failure few years ago....in other words....since i was enrolling into chong hwa that period.....no social life....no dedication towards studies...no commitment to anything...even to football.....i stopped training and spent most of the time rotting in my room...facing my computer(that time i din hav a laptop)....playing some useless on9 game or doing any other actions that wun benefit my ownself....while my parents are driving on the road...i din even grab the chance to recognise or make myself familiar with those M'sia government made Jalans.....haizzzz....i can still rmb how immatured i was that time...giving excuses for all mistakes that i done without considering them as mistakes....form 5 was a nightmare for me...i din get to know all my classmates eventually...but luckily i made some really best frens from other classes....now only i knew that was a big blow and loss for me....so i nid to really wake from the misery and start to look forward....forget about what i did in chong hwa.....no turnin back for sure....at least i knew all my mistakes....and i wun repeat them in nottingham...laziness is still searching for me...but i know it is the time to let go it...since it was my problem for AGES....now i m trying to keep up myself....doing stuffs that i nid to do few years ago.....and for years to come...becoz eventually all guyz will have the burden in future, will nid to upgrade ownself with news and knowledges....exciting prospect is awaiting....ther are big room for improvement....time to catch up what i have missed, for the past....and for the future....priority for now is shake off my laziness.....and get on wif my life.....and my dear left leg...pls recover soon...i nid u to practice freestyle football......and back to some goalscoring action...its existence with some unseen and rare futsal skillssssss....peace out !